Saturday 4 May 2013

UPDATE - Day 9 - Hoops, now I'll be more strict

As I mentioned I had a big journey yesterday back to London. In the afternoon, when I was about to leave the house I went to the toilet. I was peeing just as usual, but when I finished, my prostate started to pump some semen out... I think it was prostate fluid... and it was like 2 teaspoons slowly leaking from my cock. But there was NO orgasm so it was not ejaculation, it was just leaking of my prostate.

I was shocked a little bit, because I felt I've lost control of my body now... maybe i'm gonna be just starting to cum. I didn't. And I had to leave anyway so... when I was going down the stairs with my luggage, I also felt a few drops went into my boxers... so my dick was just precumming a lot with my prostate. I had pain in my balls almost all day though... :/

When I arrived to the airport, I went to the toilet, and I checked my boxers. It was like this:
Well, these spots were very hard spots and also dry tough precum or maybe kind of semen.
When I reached home I took photos again about my all day worn boxer briefs which became cum stained...

I was tired so I went to bed. I was not able to fall asleep, because I had a plenty of erections. My cock was throbbing and I just humped the bed a little bit, just a few times. But accidently... it was too much! And I ejaculated into my boxers. Pff... It felt good, was a nice orgasm feeling, and my cock was just pumping out and out the hot cum... i felt it was squirting like 12 or 14 times and huge amount of semen straight to my grey boxers. Well I was a little bit sad, but I'm thinking of this as an accident, and not giving up so still no masturbation and I'm continueing the abstinence and also make it to 21 days! I decided I'll make it longer so the lenght of the challange has changed. Now I'll do abstinence for 21 days to get a wet dream. And also be more strict with myself, no hump, no touch because it may cause accidents like above.

Day 10: I'm still feeling horny, but also felt a little bit 'better' I mean like I was not feeling the pressure today and the urge to cum or to make myself cum.

I purchased a pyjama bottoms from the Marks & Spencer, I'll try these ones, maybe it will help me to get a wet dream cause it lets my cock move as it wants during my sleep and it's so soft almost like if I wouldn't be wearing anything :P

Now I go to sleep, good night and hope to have an erotic dream with orgasm :P