Well, the title tells a lot, but maybe you're wondering why I'm doing this.
I remember a few (just 2-3) wet dreams I had when I was a teenager. And I can remember that those orgasms were so intensive and huge. I want to feel it again! Really much. I like to try a wide variety of things, to explore my body, and my sexuality.
So for now, my plan is to stop masturbating, and start sexual abstinence, which hopefully will make me able to get a wet dream.
Actually I started the abstinence on 24th April, it means i'm already on day 8. I'm horny of couse and often get a hard on, but it's bearable. It's hard to stay focused and not to touch my dick, but the hardest part is to control my thoughts in my head. I try to do activities to make myself busy and don't let my brain think about sex.
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| Ejaculated to pyjamas... (photo from third-party website) |
When I was about 16 years old, I had wet dream once and it was very nice. I was sleeping, and I dreamed about a guy... jerking off together and sucking his cock, petting his body and stuff. It was a beautiful dream! And when I had this erotic dream going through my brain... I woke up for my dick was pulsing and started to ejaculate! I wanted to hold it, and I pressed my foreskin maybe I can stop cumming... but the semen came out. My cock was filling up its foreskin as I was pressing it so my boxers stayed clean, but when I went for a tissue to let the cum onto that a few drops got on my boxers as well...
Cumming into my boxers is so exciting for me also I think it's because I have boxer fetish, so sometimes I like to jizz into them, or sleep in cummed boxer briefs. It's a nice feeling for me when semen covers my dick in my boxers/pjs :P
Anyway these wet dreams were superhorny, and I loved them because of the huge orgasm caused by the erotic dream.
Years later, now I want to experience a wet dream again! As I was jerking off on a regular basis, and kinda often I didn't have wet dreams for years now... But I do want to have again, so I stoppped wanking, and I'm determined not to do it again, until I get a wet dream or at least a spontaneous ejaculation!
My basic plan is not to masturbate at least for 14 days, and hopefully during this period I'll have my wanted erotic dream which will lead to a wet dream. If nothing happens within the14 days, I might decide to jerk off on day 15 OR I decide to prolong to 21 days and wait.
The rules are:
- no masturbation,
- no ejaculation,
- no activities which could lead me to ejaculation,
- after 14 days I can jerk off by prostate massage (without stroking my cock!)
So I will need to have an erotic dream. I was thinking how could I reach it. I was thinking if I'd watch porn before I go to sleep, and get horny but not to do anything not to touch my dick just go to bed... might work. But I realised it's not working. So I think maybe I can reach an erotic dream if I do not think about sex anytime so my brain will create sexual fantasies during my sleep... Well, on day 3 I was dreaming with a guy who gave me a kiss, so it seems to be working.
But actually it's impossible to keep my mind clear of erotic thoughts and sex. Even when I'm writing this post I find attractive and exciting this photo, and have thoughts about my future wet dream, how it will be and it gives me a hard on. That's all right, I guess.
When I woke up this morning my dick was hard, but I didnt touch it, so my boner lowered. I love to have a huge and rock hard boner when I get up... it just makes me so proud for my manhood.
Here is my bulge this morning, after hard-on. :)
This day was HARD to bear and I felt a little bit tired I think it's because last night I didn't sleep well... I woke up several times for my erection. Hopefully tonight I'll sleep better, and I'd love to have a wet dream.
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